Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Commitments.. I feel tied down to the things i love. Oh man i hate it when things get overwork, overdone and overloved. I juz dun get it. Why the hell do i always have to feel like shyte? I feel really f*cking crap from all this. Sometimes I juz want to take a break from the daily routine. Its like if I dun give attention, I get pissed upon. WTF? I have other f*cking things to do. School sux0r and I have to catch up like 4 chapters of each subject. Although I do attend lectures and are able to do the tutorials but I understand no shit what the lecturer is talking about. Sometimes I dun even know what the f*cking thing Im doing. Sorry. Im juz f*cking pissed. Damn Im tired. My arms hurt. My fingers hurt. My heart is drained. and My mind....is worn out. ARrgh. At least i was able to repair my uncle's LCD on his laptop. Now I have to think about my f*cking Final Year Project. I can plan no f*cking plan right now. KNN lah. I go take it out on the guitar for awhile.