Thursday, March 10, 2005

Lived thru the day like a zombie. I was walking and moving emotionless and without giving much thoughts to what i say or do. I wasnt feeling too well in the morning. Took 2 panadols and off to school.. My head felt very heavy and my eyes burns whenever i close them. This prevented me from getting any shut eyes during the lecture and tutorial class juz now. Bahh. Oh well.. My Application Programming didnt go too well.. Forgot quite a number of important criterias. I've pretty much screwed my 15%. I was already zombified since morning so i didnt think much about it; even till now. Took another 2 panadols from alvin at the end of Application Programming class. Its been almost 2 hrs and the pills have yet to kick in. Argh. Spoke really blantantly today to my friends. I believe i've offended some of them bah (esp Alvin & David). Sorry guys~ Wasnt feeling too well :(

Sigh... Today i had a chat with spencer on the way home on the train. I realise that i've been quite arrogant with some of my classmates. It seems that i juz couldnt bring myself down to ask questions related to my school work. Im pretty much screwed in this semester. Compared to my other classmates, my scores have been really unacceptable. Bah. Cant seem to get myself to settle and really study.. So many distractions. Its like, sometimes i dun even have anything to do. And i'll juz hold the mouse and waste my time surfing thru hardwarezone and classifieds ads.
Think its time for me to take the first step now... the first steps are always the hardest bah.. I go start on my CA tutorials today.. Need to read up on the shit load of lectures which i have missed/dozed off.. :(