Sunday, June 11, 2006
My cat gave birth today. -.-" No photos of the kittens yet. Perhaps tomorrow. It rained in the afternoon again. Juz like yesterday and the several few days before. Sigh. What nice weather.
Its been really a long time since i've touched gaming. Well, its been like 3 weeks? I've kinda lost the interest to compete anymore. Been trying to find better things to do. Especially after the maid incident, I've got alittle more independent doing things myself and finding things to do. Cleaning my room has become a daily event and its no more a chore. In fact i enjoy the satisfaction of cleaning my own space now.
My arms are still burning from carrying weights yesterday. Did some light exercises before i slept. I find that doing situps nowadays also gives me the burning sensation. Guess its time i start shaping up! I had small talk with Mael about NS recently. He shared some of his experiences of a PES C life. An easy life which most pre-enlistee would ever dream of. (Ok, maybe they prefer a PES E life but to me its juz the same;slacked NS-time.) Keeps me thinking whether my decision is still the same. To go all out or juz stay hidden and watch as time fly by as a normal NSF. OCS. Thats where i dream to be part of. Prestige? It isnt far-fetch to strive hard for a place but the state im in now, I dun have the same drive as I used to in the secondary school days.
Looping these songs at the moment while doing photoshop:
1. Lifehouse - Hanging By a Moment
2. James Blunt - Tears And Rain
3. Lifehouse - You & Me
4. Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories - Stay
5. James Blunt - You're Beautiful
6. Alicia Keys - If I Aint Got You
I guess these feelings are slowly seeping out. Its been so long since i treasure something so much. Neglecting them was easy. Reminiscing them isnt. Glad that I can redirect and use them in Lukman & Effeana Coffee Table project. Back to work. Gotta catch up with pami. Dun wanna pile up my work.
Its been really a long time since i've touched gaming. Well, its been like 3 weeks? I've kinda lost the interest to compete anymore. Been trying to find better things to do. Especially after the maid incident, I've got alittle more independent doing things myself and finding things to do. Cleaning my room has become a daily event and its no more a chore. In fact i enjoy the satisfaction of cleaning my own space now.
My arms are still burning from carrying weights yesterday. Did some light exercises before i slept. I find that doing situps nowadays also gives me the burning sensation. Guess its time i start shaping up! I had small talk with Mael about NS recently. He shared some of his experiences of a PES C life. An easy life which most pre-enlistee would ever dream of. (Ok, maybe they prefer a PES E life but to me its juz the same;slacked NS-time.) Keeps me thinking whether my decision is still the same. To go all out or juz stay hidden and watch as time fly by as a normal NSF. OCS. Thats where i dream to be part of. Prestige? It isnt far-fetch to strive hard for a place but the state im in now, I dun have the same drive as I used to in the secondary school days.
Looping these songs at the moment while doing photoshop:
1. Lifehouse - Hanging By a Moment
2. James Blunt - Tears And Rain
3. Lifehouse - You & Me
4. Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories - Stay
5. James Blunt - You're Beautiful
6. Alicia Keys - If I Aint Got You
I guess these feelings are slowly seeping out. Its been so long since i treasure something so much. Neglecting them was easy. Reminiscing them isnt. Glad that I can redirect and use them in Lukman & Effeana Coffee Table project. Back to work. Gotta catch up with pami. Dun wanna pile up my work.
Engraved at 23:27, signed off shadie
