Friday, June 16, 2006

Watever that doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. Words that i've been keeping in my thoughts lately. Does it applies to everything ? I keep pondering whether it applies to love as well.

Love.

Its like cancer.

Perhaps much similar to lung cancer. Many peeps i know enjoys smoking. Reasons differ for each individuals. Stress, addiction, looking cool? Lmao. I gez I never will know unless i pick it up. Hmm.. Nah, my body already has enough complications to add that on. Anyway i rather spend my money on lenses.

It will eat u slowly. And when it starts to get bitter, feelings like these changes to hate.

If he loves you, he'll respect you, he'll wait for you.

Phrases like these are prone to contradiction. Only recently i realise that there isnt anything left. It hurts to hold on. Especially when u're the only one who is still gripping onto hope. Doing the right thing. But what if the right thing isnt what my heart wants. Sever off this cancerous feeling. Radiate them away every now and then. Oh God why. You took away almost everything from me. I have no regrets. You've open-ed my eyes. To see from a different angle. To appreciate what i didnt see which was before me.