Thursday, August 10, 2006

Spent another day with "them" today. It was kinda unplanned.. No wait, more of we didnt have a backup plan :S Originally it was suppose to be a covert-ops for W.S.T (notice its without the vowels :S) until of course i remembered that waste-2 was @ bbdc too. Well. . . we can never leave a comrade behind, could we? And so everyone was mobilised =
The day wasnt as hyped for some. As for me, it was sure nice to see everyone today. [[hmmm, i'll end my thoughts here..]]

Was scrumming through my photo pile. i miss shooting IR. . . . . . . .


[its pretty much time for me to wake up. it was a dream and it'll remain as one. Its easier for you i guess. Hate. rules out all emotions, no? Helps ease the emotional turmoil. Unfortunately for me, i've yet to find anything that i hate about you. In fact, the more i search, the more i twist the blade tt pierced my heart. If there was something i could say tt i do hate, its when my heart skipped whenever i read and remember words of sweet nothings. Words i can never imagine myself to say for someone else. Everyday i ask myself if i was certain of what i want and i was pretty sure what i want is you. i knew things didnt work out. it never did one way or another. no matter how many times we tried, we'll fall deeper. so deeep that it gets harder to pick ourselves up. still i question myself again, will i ever let go? My words, getting drier by the day. I cant seem to put them in sync with my mind nor my heart. i hope you'll reap whatever memories/lessons we had coz by the time we meet again at another crossroad, i'll juz be another stranger passingby.]

[[27 days left. . .behind the viewfinder.]]