Saturday, October 07, 2006

//screwed

been a shitty week for me. Its all messed up. fcked up medical letters and fcked up turn of events. no matter how i try to look at it.. I cant help but feel that im gonna spend the rest of my 2 years in disappointment.. hmmm maybe to be exact 700 days left to ORD. (549 working days left)..

//need some air.

well, it is really hazy today. PSI 145 the last i checked. Never have i seen orchard rd covered with thick haze before. It's quite uncomfortable to "jalan2" oso.. Kinda lost mood to spend time outdoors. Bah. Well things are pretty mixed up for me at the moment. My holiday camp kinda feels like a prison camp now. Dying of boredom and been keeping myself busy with jobs that's stupid and really a waste of time (eg. sharpening of pencils, drawing lines).. pfft.. I've opened my eyes on how a storeman/clerk life is as compared to a specialist/officer. i definitely dun wanna spend my remaining days in the store/office. bleah.

//Bah.

My mind is tired and i can barely type anything constructive anymore. i've lost the words that had crossed my mind when i was watching my past week went by in tekong. Moments like now, makes me kinda regret not keeping a journal during my stay there.

//tired

hmmm... i tink i gotta stop procrastinating. lights out 2230. gotta get things done tmr.

//status

*OOT(out of training) due to exercise induced asthma(?).
*pending vocation & bmt recourse date.