Saturday, April 28, 2007

So i used up two days. 3 days left. Juz like that. After going thru the same ol' shitroutine again, i kinda find that there's nothing to comment/complain about. 18 days of physical training. Hmmm, it wasnt as demanding as i imagined it would be. In fact it was fun. (who am i kidding)

L*Coy. One word to describe it; Welfare. I guess i shld be glad that i've experienced tougher times during my confinement in V*coy. I find that i got tekan-ed harder during PTP compared to this B*MT batch. Perhaps i was juz weak and stronger now or perhaps everything is still the same but now im prepared myself mentally of what's to come. Field camp is coming up next week. Oooooooo I cant wait for that. Followed by SIT test. Then i'll have about 4 weeks left to POP. From how i look at it, this short "holiday" wont last long. Sigh.

I dont wanna dwell on the possibilities that things might/will not turn out the way i want it to be. Although it was made crystal clear to me by my 2IC that my doors to command sch have been closed and that my vocation wont be changed, the only thing i can look forward to now is to POP. Disheartened? i guess.. actually i dont have to go thru all this shit coz i've met the criteria to exempt myself from bmt but the feeling of POP-ing... is sth i think every sg-ean son shld experience. 'nuff said. I hate lenghty entries which compromise bad grammar and poor engrish.

[[Juz Chillin']]