Friday, June 22, 2007

Some are happy where they were posted to while others are complaining and questioning why it was so. Well im quite relieve to say im posted to Pasir Laba as an Infantry Leader now. In other words, at the end of a 6 months course, I'll be earning 3 stripes on my sleeves for going through the shit that is in store for me. Anyways I've given my best. I've tried and the outcome is one of the routes i've hoped for since i enlisted. Now that i have a foot in there, its all a matter of surviving. No, surviving shldn't be an issue. Its never too late and i've always believe that if we don't try hard enough, we won't succeed in getting what we want. The simple phrases "what you want, you decide" and "what you believe shapes the quality of your life" which was impart to me during my stay in L Coy kinda helping me keep a clear mind. Whats more, the important thing i guess is to have fun and make do the best with what i've got. I've gotten this far, there's still a few detours ahead for me to reach a better destination.

Funny how things are right now. My emotions and thoughts are juz swirling through and all i feel i should do is to look forward for Monday and juz let them swirl around till I forget. Yeah, there's plenty of missions to do and plenty of outfields to keep me busy rather than dwell on problems which i feel is not an issue for me. And when im back at home wasting my life away as a civilian, i can always find my solace behind my viewfinder.

[[If what i want is to blind my heart, then all i need is to put more light through these eyes.]]