Saturday, July 07, 2007

Been a crazy week. Things are certainly picking up now. Night navigation was an eye opener for me. I couldn't believe that i was careless at setting the azimuth on my compass before setting off. I actually "holland" from checkpoint 19 to checkpoint 32. Thats like 13 checkpoints sia. z_z

Ghost walking is so tedious especially when doing it alone. Thankfully i didnt get any encounters during that short compass exercise. The stars weren't bright and the moon was pretty dim that night..Hope things would turn out better during ex g*ypsy.

SOC is freaking tiring. Doing it 3 times on the other hand is insanely tiring. My muscles began to fail on me during the time i need them most too. Couldn't really catch my breath. Im pretty sure i've never got so mentally strained before. I guess it was when everything sum up together which stretched my week to its limit. Oh well there'll be more to come. I hope i'll still be able to grip firmly to my goals and beliefs as the week goes by..I guess I understand better now when they say tough times don't last, but tough men do.

Well you are right..I havent been shooting lately. Somehow the drive isn't as comforting as it used to be. I don't really get that same feeling as when i was behind the viewfinder months back. Perhaps the air has cleared up a little in my head and i've started to breathe on issues that is more important now instead. Then again..i've never felt this carefree for a long time alr. Sigh.. My frames lack soul now.

[[Because we've knitted time together, I'll follow you into the dark.]]